Another week down. I didn’t do too badly this week , weight wise at least. I am down 3.8 pounds, which is pretty good. I did make my goal (barely) of breaking into the new set of 10. I think my metabolism might be changing slightly. I don’t know how or why that would happen, but I ate terribly this weekend (think cupcakes, Texas Roadhouse rolls and Bazbeaux pizza) but I still lost weight. I guess that’s a good sign.
I didn’t, however, exercise at all. I feel like that’s really bad, but at the same time it feels more real to my life. We didn’t get the treadmill (yet). I’m SO hoping that things will slow down soon so that we can go get it. I have really enjoyed the last few nights on the couch, but am kind of looking forward to being able to run again. I just am NOT motivated to go outside anymore. It’s bad. I feel like I’m failing. But, it’s the truth.
In other news, I cannot wait to buy new clothes. Dressing for work is a struggle. I have 1 pair of jeans that fit, 2 that sort-of fit, and 3 pairs of “dress” pants that will stay on. I can only wear jeans 1 day a week. The rest of the time I just look terrible.
I’m going to keep holding out – I don’t want to have to buy all new clothes at each size.
Here are the totals:
Weight lost since August: 57
Weight lost since November: 49
(I’m not sure why I keep track of both of those numbers other than I like to see the bigger weight loss number from August, but I didn’t really start trying until November, so I just feel like they are both significant)
10 pounds until I have a normal BMI
I think I’m gonna shoot for 29 more pounds total. We’ll see. It’s a flexible goal.